The past few weeks haven’t been so great.

However, hopefully in the next week some stuff might be getting on their way to being a little bit better.

I just wish I had a magic wand to make things better for everyone. To fix a lot of things that are going on just now.

I usually cope really well with this kinda stuff but recently this is all just too much. I know I’ll survive it. I always do, it just doesn’t feel like it sometimes. I feel like I’d be greatful sometimes if the world swalled me whole. Just so glad I have Ethan to rely on since I don’t have anyone else.

It’s scary how much things have changed. I’m glad of some of the changes in my life. I’m glad I’m going to make something of myself. I’m glad that when I really, really needed some help and support I had one person.

I just can’t wait for things to be better, for exams to be over, for the stress of placement to be done, for my mum to get better and things to be great for my favourite girl ♥ and for the stress of everything to stop getting to one of the few important relationships I have left.